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worst case
minium viable triggering
pattern matching people
impulse to cast metaphysical objects
How i host my website
How i build my website
My leaning path with javascript client state management solutions
Money vs Wealth
combining topics of potential, feedback-loops, calculus of grit and maybe on tip of it success, enlightenment
twitter thread about ways to spend time in the pomodoro break
- this also connects to the idea of having many threads to play with
difference between inner and outer value
what we interpret is wrong is what is wrong
staying in flow does not mean going the path of least resistance
- Not loosing myself in the flow but rather keep MY flow going
from eric brown
- joint strengthening (ankles, wrists)
- how to buy stuff on the dark web
- finding investors/funds for regenerative village projects
- balancing outward expression/sharing vs inward work/focus
hidden phenomena
- felt-sense
- felt-meaning
access unknown knowledge through muscle tests, feal meaning questions, gut feeling, intuition, contemplation, reflection, active meditation etc.
on our body
- provide options for to understand your body.
- why do we want to understand our body
- https://www.instagram.com/p/COV2lkTrlmI/
freedom to choose
- reclaim your choice
how to be comfortable in the body
- safety
- mind chattering
truth and too many frameworks that that make it diffucult for truth to come through
password Management
- how to setup password manager
Intention vs doing
on clarity of thought
the underground: https://youtu.be/SQ01r91E_oE
exercises to play with when you are doing your pomodo break.
what did i learn in traum/psychy/mind in the last year
self blaming has also not helped
- but it did in some way (healthy shame at least)
not everything has a cost. there are Gifts and moments that only add and exchange.
worst case
minium viable triggering
pattern matching people
impulse to cast metaphysical objects
psychology fatigue vs physological and what does it mean to be introverted
what does it mean when we say every rep counts. what does it mean to understand this. maybe it means that you learn new for each context.
on words caring a lot/doing heavy lifting
how AT helped me improve my coding abilities. how inhibition helped me
use explication process when writing commit messages
you pick yourself up from where you are
on transitions, where you are done or finishing or ending something and a new thing beginns. The transitions are there and become aware of them and maybe stwearding them can be very helpful.
Journey with ultraspeaking culminating with my fathers funeral speach
on components
- they have lifecycles, isn't that fascinating
intimacy is the problem and the solution
peoples journey are not to understand to mean a prestription even when they say that but rather what things entailed an shift in them. My mother's book for example
Problem mit Idee von Aufmerksamkeit weg vom schmerz um in nicht zu verstärken
What are/is the primary goal of a software developer?
- to communicate their intent to future developers?
- your job is to constantly rearchitect your language, your API, or your application to make that pit of success ever deeper and wider.
speaking from than to
the crux in boulder that is very similar to the crux with cert-manager
on why language matters.
- my close friends or siblings often make me feel they reject my interventions. playing them out as being language games.
  - and not that did not happen at all but certainly not all there was
- i remember a hard confrontation with my sister about what is primary: understanding or emotions.
on dichotomy of "soul" and "nature"
on the idea of only building what you need
- editable.website
- jonathan blow on video game development
  - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NGNsBZnm1VA
- order vs chaos
  - what is actually order
  - aren't features often not create more chaos?
- shaidn's ui might be an example of more order and less chaos
- good-enough
  - that things have a finish
  - software as a service as a bad thing
- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rent-seeking
  - Rent-seeking is the act of growing one's existing wealth by manipulating the social or political environment without creating new wealth
- local-first
- abstractions
  - person.alexander-bard books: event and process
  - emergence+vector
  - consider code as material
    - some feel more robust/hard other more soft etc.
- realize your cost/penalty
- moloch-trap
- proj.the-convivial-life
- what are good decisions to foster wellbeing in programming
what does it mean that software today is bad
- its a moral act, or how can it be an moral act
- how you do anything is how you do everything
Wir heilen nicht indem wir uns überwältigen, wir heilen indem wir die kleinen Schritte erkennen als den highway.
on exceptionally late bloomer
getting to know irony
- masculine and feminin version is passive agressiveness
understanding language/koan
on fragmented minds and why
- nervous-system disregulation "asks" the psychi to fragment
on writability vs readability stances/postures when using git(rebase, squash)
- https://open.substack.com/pub/visakanv/p/facing-reality-pt-1
on error
on responsibility (no resistance to ingression)
dialog: putting no valence/judgment/splitting between your thoughts and others
on words always pointing to a "energybody". a 1:1 mapping between term/concept/theory to an energetic feeling
on becoming a sparking/lightfull person
on there is so much happening
- "ist ein business"
on stances "transmitted" (injuctions that don't facilitate finding) and how we are oblivious about it.
- living-center
- landing-language
- https://bonnittaroy.substack.com/p/video-recording-recap-cohort-5/comment/21901360
on websites/cms solutions that use the block architecture
on wayfinding by a guiding principles inspired from pragmatic-minimalism
on patterns (single-element-pattern, geneal ui/react related for example) and how they are useless if not combined with learning "the timeless way of building"
- https://tomasp.net/blog/2022/timeless-way/