Building a society without god is sort of like building a computer without a GPU.

– Paul VanderKlay

The natural consequence of your actions is the judgement of god

– Michael Parsons

The problem with getting rid of god is taking whole areas of your brain offline.

– Paul VanderKlay

This great gift which is the intuition, we have deprecating and know we only follow the servant.

– apparently Einstein

Notes

God#1 Non-theistic (tao, brahman, nirvana, etc. Qm the field, Bewusstsein) Airy-fairy but tolle is gateway drug to this kind of conciencness Experienced in the everyday. In every encounter.

God#2 Theistic Experienced in mystic experience. Like meditation, psychedelics, breath work, chanting, walk in nature etc.

looking at god does not make you see god but it keeps you changing as you keep focusing on god

This brings me closer to god. I once had a relationship going but left it because it felt twisted. I am looking at this past selflet of me that related to god, it gave me assurence and hope. hm maybe also partially a posture towards latent potential, hard to say. So i felt weak and stupid me with that relation going. Unscientific, childish, needy and it was an unexermined read-to-hand god. Made god a construct of the mind and so was not part of my quality anymore. Slowly making contact with the contruct but a seemingly unbridgeable barrier to bring god back was there. The inpersonal and the personal god, mirrorying the split a me. The inpersonal god as this real thing and the personal god as just wishful thinking. discarting it as meaning a lack of somekind in me. So maybe opening up to god again but this time facing the whole, feeling personally touched, sensing the "I"-like thing.

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