From Metapsychology w/ Zak Stein. September 28, 2020 https://youtu.be/IaYZY57hmQk?t=962
you buld up over many years a certain disposition thowards extrinsic motivation in institutional contexts. If there is no deadline it won't be done If there is no deadline it won't be done.
Changing of the nature of routine to embodied habit checkout the book "atomic habits"
motivation is not developmental and also not in the trancedental
you have to hit on the deepest aspect of character and personality before you can do any real skill/capacity/work/productivity development.
its a difficut question to ask under such social economic conditions because there is a duplicity or split-self between the deepest image and longings of the soul and conditions of material embodiment development capacity in institutional contexts. Which is to say you need to figure out what you are really passionate about and really do it if you can the habit body set.
its an issue of clarifying the image of what you are and who you are doing. What you are and why you are doing what you are doing.
embodied habit What is that?
economic conditions What is that?